this time will pass

Is it really not enough that all I know for now is that I don’t want to do this anymore and that I just want to travel? Is it too wrong and irresponsible that I don’t really know where and what I am going to be after this?

I ask these questions from the people whose approvals matter but whose answers will not make me move forward.

I should have been asking myself these questions.

I should learn to listen to myself first and be accountable for whatever is it I am going to do. I should ask myself if I’m willing to be irresponsible by society’s and my parents’ standards and make my dream come true.

I should start accepting that giving up this comfortable lifestyle may be hard but it has to be done for now.

I should believe in myself and know that I can go through this.

That for the first time I should just do something and stop suffering, and start being happy that it will all be over soon.

One to two months of travelling and just taking photos? That's happiness for me. I'm smiling while typing this. :)

No more marketing and retail? No more mean AOs and clients shouting at me over money? No more office politics and gossiping? Now, that's peace and quiet.


And you are such a fool
To worry like you do
I know it's tough
And you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now, my, oh my

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it
Oh love, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

And if the night runs over
And if the day wont last
And if our way should falter
Along the stony pass
Its just a moment
This time will pass